in my mind, I LOVED HIM WITH SINCERITY'

Dear...
Maybe easy for you to forget someone you love, replaced by someone else ... but, not for me. My feelings are sincere, I know this feeling will only be a sense of futility. But I have not given up.
I love him.
I will continue waiting.
Who knows how long, maybe until I'm tired of waiting.

I was stupid.
Fool for the love of someone who ignores me, does not matter to me, even I do not think there is.

I loved her with sincerity.
I do not know until when this will end ... somehow ...

GOD.
If this affection incriminate him, give me strength to let go of this feeling.

I do not want to make him suffer.
I want to see him happy.
I want to see him smile, even though it was not for me.

GOD.
What should I do?
Releasing ... or continue to love him ... I'm confused.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'Put MY DREAMS, about you ...'

TIRED...
your face haunted me all the time
my approach but do not touch me
I froze
shortness of what to do
forget you or your loved ones continued.


DREAMING of YOU...
came this morning in my bed
you wait for me to go home
I look forward
so real, so clear, so mark
unfortunately, I missed.


TROUBLED ME...
never lost even sure you belong to me
glued face to imagine a more vague.


MY DREAMS series...
maybe it's a real dream
Could you forever together with me
Can one?


MISS YOU...
an increasingly homesick


LOVE YOU...
a growing affection

Do not know what to do, do not know how to do, do not know can to do


YOU...
which further


YOU...
increasingly vague


leave you or hold your loved one ... what should I do ...
I'm confused.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'STILL THE SAME, YOUR LOVE ...'

My Dear ...
remains the same, keep your
heart decide, you still
hoping always, keep you
always one, keep your
leave the others, still you

Miss You ...
your self, is there the same
you want, is there the same
your doubts before, is there the same
can you with me, is there the same
while leaving you, is there anything similar

Love you ...
remember we see you, hope
we remember the smile, sincerely from the heart beam
remember we joked, laughed who do not know why
remember we are in doubt, always convinced again
remember we understand, the promise is always in togetherness

My Love ...
forgiveness, a day without present themselves
not calm the liver, treat facial
the meaning of love, a sense of both ends meet
hope that this one soul awake, remain always

This soul ...
alone, without you.

Meaning you ...
Living in this heart, always.

Present your ...
Important, really.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'FIRST AND LAST, is it possible ...?'

Searching ...
not the usual star who picked
before me calm, keep these steps to find you
woke, his true love, we find it difficult
I still do not understand, continue to squawk the power of love adam
me, the heart of the love at the end there

When you come ...
was the first, your love
was the smile, my sense is for the lovers
realized if, on the one I will be your soul
able if, for me you could face
now if, all I've missed
sense if, when I fell in your desires

If you ...
Was last, my love
able if, my heart no longer looking for another person
survive if, my emotions are facing your mettle
if necessary, I find myself missing you
will not you, my final

You're my first step ...
like me, like it
my smile, make your destination
I can not, you intend to find
I realize, your presence there
ask me, your determination is important
I do not understand, and hold it for you

You Did my last ...
My deepest dreams
your loneliness, treat me
so you, the part of my
your laughter, will live my beautiful
Your story, my peace every time
your taste, my choice

First you ...
That's me.

Your last ...
That's me.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'WE LOVE will eventually be OK, honey ...'

Waiting ...
find a bright spot as the certainty
the light of love never fade but will not be lost
languish long ago been swept away with happy now
love coming back to strengthen our souls
This love turns emerge and disappear
but not be destroyed
because the goal of being a single bond.

It will not happen again ...
our world, will not weaken
our world, will not be destroyed by any existing problems
our world, personally would love a strong enhancer
our world would be better with a united heart back
our world, will always be a lot of love
our world, will not be affected by problems of living
hopefully it will not.

The presence of each ...
color, but will not change the color of our eternal
forget the unpleasant past, the best option
soul mate, meant to each other
affection, Relieve soul
couples present themselves in the heart, is always most important, without conscious
give sincere attention to each other, providing happiness all the time
accompany our daily life now.

We hope the same fate ...
always together, no longer separated distance
our light, not a different direction
heart and soul, is no longer toying with us
healed, no longer our torment
brings us back to one, no longer falls in loneliness
all this led us to a new destiny
attachment to one.

Beautiful ending ...
we always pray
The light of love, hope is always shining on us
satisfy our thirst, would love a better and better
no longer toying with our hearts
purpose of our lives, may God enable all
we should be.

Our love will lead to better, honey ...
we believe it.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'THIS IS OUR DREAMS, my dear ...'

We star ...
This light is always in my heart
with flow and no expenses
this loneliness began to pass from our world
together we continue to move with certainty
These relationships have become one of our most beautiful dreams

Surely can not ...
leaving the liver to other
my sleep, traveled with your dream
forget you in some time ago, is the fact the hardest I can not do
will you, not with me anymore, obtaining shadow until now
your smile, your heart, your trust, I make sure to close any existing bad memory

Changed its bright overcast night sky in the morning ...
where the ambiguity of our relationship, try not to think anymore about it
live everyday life with dreams that we knit
injuries ago, forget it
because our existence is now freed heart will dream about the future unclear
still trying to fulfill this dream

Live time with or without you ...
I will be.

Our togetherness ...
no load, flow, during the mutual promises
fixed one, ending the marriage someday
hopefully the trip will not be hampered
hopefully.

We dream of this, my dear ...
Bless the Lord his hope

Amin.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'MY MIND, today...Do not waste our time to seize a person's heart ... TIME WILL NOT RETURN, honey ... '

My dear ...
Almost two months we are not related. We are not met. We have not spoken to each other. We are not talking. We do not greet each other.
We are not callous to each other.

I miss you, babe ...
Do you feel the same? I know, sooner or later the seriousness of the relationship we're going unanswered.

This longing for something I channeled with what ...
Want to hold you, wants to kiss you, like looking into your eyes, want to hear your voice, want you near me, want to be like old times.
I was confused about what to do without you, darling ...

The image of you attend this all day ...
I make helpless, I make frozen, for I can not do anything right, make me weaker.
I do not want to be like this ...!!!

The voices keep coming to mind this bother me ...
told me to go from your life, from your heart, from the taste and our ideals
I thought, this sounds just do not kill the waiting time I spend with age

Be good
because I'm only human who will love no one has.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'I believe in YOU MUST BE RETURNED TO ME, honey ...'

My dear ...
In your eyes I'm a nobody
Leave me that easy for you
miss you too just in vain
myself do not affect you.

To you, I do not mean

My dear ...
I was no longer significant
entrusted to you to keep this heart, make me throw away my own soul
look at you, strange now.
but, still can not forget you
do not know why
I hugged your shadow
Flakes memories of you remain
at these depths, at the corner of this soul, can not lose, unfortunately ...

I believe that
Someday, you're back, baby ...
I'll be waiting, that's against it.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'Imprisoned soul, BECAUSE YOU, dear ...'

My night will never be the same again
Lost my imagination
Accompanied me, black and endless
I cried, no heart listener
Hurt me, deeply, shockingly in
so helpless
crippled soul
Frozen my soul
did not move my soul like
all because of you


I no longer have your world
you switch your gaze from me
once you're gone
moment you stop
all of you went away
I'm confused, dear ...

Remove me
Short answer you, make me a prisoner of time
Start your heart freezing
It hurt my soul

It turns out that our love lives as easy as you rope for me, dear ...
I was wrong to love you

With you, my time wasted valuable ...
meaning you do not matter anymore
you escape from the set we really love life coward
disappeared, no news, could not connect, could not reach you ...
what is wrong?

Yes ...
wrong I was, waiting for
I was wrong, trust your
I was wrong, love you

My soul ...
Stolen




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, Thursday, October 22, 2009 at 7:04am)

'MY MIND, today... Love is not supposed to be demanding, really ?'

My dear ...

Today I missed you again. I really can not do nothing. I was not able to reach you, dear. I really resigned. I was really weak.
I could only cry.
Miss you, make me weak.
Miss you, make me chained.

Do you feel the same way with me, dear ...?

I learned not to demand anything from you
No matter how small it was, because you love it is not everything in life, I realize that. Not everything we want in life can be realized, as well as love.

I know love is the easiest thing that we can give if with sincerity, endless happiness for ourselves. Maybe I need more patience again, maybe this is the best way for me.

Missed you at the distance of time that does not necessarily ...
I believe you are there, waiting for me.

I will not pessimistic about you, dear. I need more adult learning for this life,

Or with a new love ...?
Because life is only once
Let your heart always feel the color in life
Let your hearts grow into normal adulthood.
I personally believe that,
Indemnify and not sue our lovers. Am I wrong?

Beauty of life, to love or be loved, remembered or forgotten, moving forward or roads in place, it smua only an option, which each have their own consequences individually.
Nothing is impossible in this life, living alone, running alone,

My dear ...
I can only try, the rest affairs of the Lord.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-

'ROMANTIC TALE'

Present yourself without my conscious ...
with you, my heart is filled with beautiful
chasing memories ago, is now displaced
whatever it is, is lost because of you

Listen to the heart when calm ...
sharing feelings with you without the time
so beautiful
so quick passage of seconds while flying with you

With you ...
liver was no longer sad
to love you, disconnect the pain will last
with you, make my day did not seem long
to answer you, that caught my load off

Together ...
You are etched, beautiful in color hearts

Love you ...
Who marry frozen hearts

Listen to you ...
Nobody other than you saved souls

Your heart ...
Drop the other desires that come

Your wish ...
Best for me to not give to another

Signs you ...
As clear as that beautiful blue sky

Your life ...
Share with me





-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
( Memories about love, Tuesday, October 20, 2009 )

'LOVE THIS ENDED, dear...

Finish my story with him ...
Our story has always been a secret
now disappeared without trace
without memories
to forget, nothing for that beautiful memory

Should I passed my days without him
against the heart's desire will be a time
although he remained there in front of me
for togetherness without meeting

I passed my days without him
stood without the presence of liver
but strengthen the soul forget tuk
where his love who had
peaceful you will love

Leave missing
although half of this soul away
I stayed
to welcome a new love, freeing and does not require




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, at Tuesday, October 20, 2009)

'MY MIND, today...Establish a friendship was easy. But defend it ... '

Dear my friends ...

It is easy to make friends according to me ...
My friend said, the friendship of such magnets can attract each other can also contradict each other.
Trying to always be sincere in opening relations with others, without a specific purpose. Good faith I believe it always berakhi well, whatever it is.
There is also a little different with friendship and coincidence of interest to a state of togetherness.

Defend ...
Trying to remain in the corridors of the friendship itself. Understand each other rather than hurt each other, either directly or indirectly. Do not just trivial problems, we are so fractured friendship. Trying to understand each other, find out all about our friend. Be ourselves, not other people or whatever we are. And, the friendship will remain beautiful if we can accept what is our best friend.
Feelings of guilt will be there if we are not sincere in their friendship itself. There is something that encourages us to remain friends with someone or a group of people. it could happen.
As humans we are not perfect, but the imperfections make it into something repetitive, I think it is our intention.
Being a friend to yourself first that maybe we can do before becoming a friend to someone else.
Because as powerful as-great a friend is ourselves. right?

It takes faith to one. A beautiful moments that can we recalled our lifetime.




-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-