Some days I lose orientation of life.
Whatever I did was never completed. Everything is pending. Does it work, lectures, writings, even my relationships. I do not know what went wrong. There's something wrong with me. There is no sync between me and my brain.
In employment. There is a new policy, recent changes in management reshuffle center, which requires that I and my colleagues to interact faster with the new job and learn again, merging publishing company under the auspices of the center where I worked for about five years.
I'm personally not too troubled by the new interaction if it is not too demanding great responsibility. But my professional life requires me personally to be more self discipline and time in the company's job to hand it to me.
I demanded my professional soul to be more 'responsible'. Responsibility in terms of inventory stock should be noted, can not be empty or too thin. Responsibility in terms of product sales analysis. Items in demand, a moderate and relatively slow sales. Responsibility with the development of competing products whose products together with our company, it is also important. Because of what competitors are marketed and sold in the market it will also be a material consideration of the company to produce it as well. Whether it is called plagiarism product or not, a definite world of publishing and marketing is not much difference. Responsibilities of product information to the market, in which case the consumer, it is also important. Due to market a product, if we did not control the product itself, then we will find it hard to market it, and where necessary re-learning. In essence, the responsibility of professionals in total employment is really what I should do and apply from now on. And, it challenged me personally, but I do not want to humble myself alone on my inability to handle the problem.
My professional soul sue me for more 'discipline'. Discipline of time, of course. Time to work in the morning, lectures in the evenings, writing in the rest of the day as strong as possible I provide to my hobby, until sometimes I did not sleep till morning. 'Discipline' is sometimes missed, which I sometimes do not follow, the discipline that sometimes only on paper without me doing in real life. Discipline that I should really fix from now on, if you want my life back like I want.
Discipline is sometimes destroy my body. But, what I have to give up? No!
I want to be successful in my job and my education. I sometimes fail in one thing, but that does not mean I have failed in all things. I may fall, but had to get up again! I may be tired and quit, but only briefly and then continue again.
I want to live like my dreams they are. I want to be a field editor. I want to be a successful writer. I want to continue education as high until I no longer able to think and act, until I die.
God. Give me a chance to start all over again. For all of them.
-mynn_aehsa@yahoo.co.id-
Friday, November 19, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
My Mind Today: WHY DO I FEEL DEFEATED?
Currently my feeling uncertain. Trying to reach you no closer, trying not to miss you, try not to miss your voice, but ...
Why the miss, the more want to see, the more you want to close, more and want to touch you, more like ...
Trying to try to stay away from you, but ...
why not?
Want to hug you.
when the heart is falling, I try to find more power. Well, do not let yourself get lost by the voices that criticize our individualism as antisocial, including in terms of choosing someone we love.
Trying to have the courage to be strong in defending this affection. because whatever happens, we just feel what a real love from someone special.
Age nya Mamie ... thanks for choosing me.
I came at the wrong time?
when you already have her...
I do not know.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Why the miss, the more want to see, the more you want to close, more and want to touch you, more like ...
Trying to try to stay away from you, but ...
why not?
Want to hug you.
when the heart is falling, I try to find more power. Well, do not let yourself get lost by the voices that criticize our individualism as antisocial, including in terms of choosing someone we love.
Trying to have the courage to be strong in defending this affection. because whatever happens, we just feel what a real love from someone special.
Age nya Mamie ... thanks for choosing me.
I came at the wrong time?
when you already have her...
I do not know.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Sunday, October 10, 2010
My Mind, Today...'Looking for true love in Malioboro'
I never thought, is there true love?
Well, I saw it. in front of my eyes, a pair of seniors holding hands close and loving gaze, sat on a park bench one morning Malioboro area.
discuss something with bright eyes that were still full of love. clearly visible to me.
it turns out, is still no love until dusk as their limit. really touched me. really for me to rethink my love life which foundered some time ago due to infidelity.
Listen
Read phonetically
loyalty and lack of loyalty ..
only form of behavior
only shape the nature of someone who could change or not depends on his belief in the loyalty itself.
and I choose to be loyal to my partner.
faithful ...
although my partner did not do the same thing
even though my partner changed
even though my spouse is no longer with me.
faithful ...
for me important.
because, it was a belief as my belief in God.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Well, I saw it. in front of my eyes, a pair of seniors holding hands close and loving gaze, sat on a park bench one morning Malioboro area.
discuss something with bright eyes that were still full of love. clearly visible to me.
it turns out, is still no love until dusk as their limit. really touched me. really for me to rethink my love life which foundered some time ago due to infidelity.
Listen
Read phonetically
loyalty and lack of loyalty ..
only form of behavior
only shape the nature of someone who could change or not depends on his belief in the loyalty itself.
and I choose to be loyal to my partner.
faithful ...
although my partner did not do the same thing
even though my partner changed
even though my spouse is no longer with me.
faithful ...
for me important.
because, it was a belief as my belief in God.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Sunday, August 29, 2010
in my mind, I LOVED HIM WITH SINCERITY'
Dear...
Maybe easy for you to forget someone you love, replaced by someone else ... but, not for me. My feelings are sincere, I know this feeling will only be a sense of futility. But I have not given up.
I love him.
I will continue waiting.
Who knows how long, maybe until I'm tired of waiting.
I was stupid.
Fool for the love of someone who ignores me, does not matter to me, even I do not think there is.
I loved her with sincerity.
I do not know until when this will end ... somehow ...
GOD.
If this affection incriminate him, give me strength to let go of this feeling.
I do not want to make him suffer.
I want to see him happy.
I want to see him smile, even though it was not for me.
GOD.
What should I do?
Releasing ... or continue to love him ... I'm confused.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Maybe easy for you to forget someone you love, replaced by someone else ... but, not for me. My feelings are sincere, I know this feeling will only be a sense of futility. But I have not given up.
I love him.
I will continue waiting.
Who knows how long, maybe until I'm tired of waiting.
I was stupid.
Fool for the love of someone who ignores me, does not matter to me, even I do not think there is.
I loved her with sincerity.
I do not know until when this will end ... somehow ...
GOD.
If this affection incriminate him, give me strength to let go of this feeling.
I do not want to make him suffer.
I want to see him happy.
I want to see him smile, even though it was not for me.
GOD.
What should I do?
Releasing ... or continue to love him ... I'm confused.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'Put MY DREAMS, about you ...'
TIRED...
your face haunted me all the time
my approach but do not touch me
I froze
shortness of what to do
forget you or your loved ones continued.
DREAMING of YOU...
came this morning in my bed
you wait for me to go home
I look forward
so real, so clear, so mark
unfortunately, I missed.
TROUBLED ME...
never lost even sure you belong to me
glued face to imagine a more vague.
MY DREAMS series...
maybe it's a real dream
Could you forever together with me
Can one?
MISS YOU...
an increasingly homesick
LOVE YOU...
a growing affection
Do not know what to do, do not know how to do, do not know can to do
YOU...
which further
YOU...
increasingly vague
leave you or hold your loved one ... what should I do ...
I'm confused.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
your face haunted me all the time
my approach but do not touch me
I froze
shortness of what to do
forget you or your loved ones continued.
DREAMING of YOU...
came this morning in my bed
you wait for me to go home
I look forward
so real, so clear, so mark
unfortunately, I missed.
TROUBLED ME...
never lost even sure you belong to me
glued face to imagine a more vague.
MY DREAMS series...
maybe it's a real dream
Could you forever together with me
Can one?
MISS YOU...
an increasingly homesick
LOVE YOU...
a growing affection
Do not know what to do, do not know how to do, do not know can to do
YOU...
which further
YOU...
increasingly vague
leave you or hold your loved one ... what should I do ...
I'm confused.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Saturday, August 14, 2010
'STILL THE SAME, YOUR LOVE ...'
My Dear ...
remains the same, keep your
heart decide, you still
hoping always, keep you
always one, keep your
leave the others, still you
Miss You ...
your self, is there the same
you want, is there the same
your doubts before, is there the same
can you with me, is there the same
while leaving you, is there anything similar
Love you ...
remember we see you, hope
we remember the smile, sincerely from the heart beam
remember we joked, laughed who do not know why
remember we are in doubt, always convinced again
remember we understand, the promise is always in togetherness
My Love ...
forgiveness, a day without present themselves
not calm the liver, treat facial
the meaning of love, a sense of both ends meet
hope that this one soul awake, remain always
This soul ...
alone, without you.
Meaning you ...
Living in this heart, always.
Present your ...
Important, really.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
remains the same, keep your
heart decide, you still
hoping always, keep you
always one, keep your
leave the others, still you
Miss You ...
your self, is there the same
you want, is there the same
your doubts before, is there the same
can you with me, is there the same
while leaving you, is there anything similar
Love you ...
remember we see you, hope
we remember the smile, sincerely from the heart beam
remember we joked, laughed who do not know why
remember we are in doubt, always convinced again
remember we understand, the promise is always in togetherness
My Love ...
forgiveness, a day without present themselves
not calm the liver, treat facial
the meaning of love, a sense of both ends meet
hope that this one soul awake, remain always
This soul ...
alone, without you.
Meaning you ...
Living in this heart, always.
Present your ...
Important, really.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
'FIRST AND LAST, is it possible ...?'
Searching ...
not the usual star who picked
before me calm, keep these steps to find you
woke, his true love, we find it difficult
I still do not understand, continue to squawk the power of love adam
me, the heart of the love at the end there
When you come ...
was the first, your love
was the smile, my sense is for the lovers
realized if, on the one I will be your soul
able if, for me you could face
now if, all I've missed
sense if, when I fell in your desires
If you ...
Was last, my love
able if, my heart no longer looking for another person
survive if, my emotions are facing your mettle
if necessary, I find myself missing you
will not you, my final
You're my first step ...
like me, like it
my smile, make your destination
I can not, you intend to find
I realize, your presence there
ask me, your determination is important
I do not understand, and hold it for you
You Did my last ...
My deepest dreams
your loneliness, treat me
so you, the part of my
your laughter, will live my beautiful
Your story, my peace every time
your taste, my choice
First you ...
That's me.
Your last ...
That's me.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
not the usual star who picked
before me calm, keep these steps to find you
woke, his true love, we find it difficult
I still do not understand, continue to squawk the power of love adam
me, the heart of the love at the end there
When you come ...
was the first, your love
was the smile, my sense is for the lovers
realized if, on the one I will be your soul
able if, for me you could face
now if, all I've missed
sense if, when I fell in your desires
If you ...
Was last, my love
able if, my heart no longer looking for another person
survive if, my emotions are facing your mettle
if necessary, I find myself missing you
will not you, my final
You're my first step ...
like me, like it
my smile, make your destination
I can not, you intend to find
I realize, your presence there
ask me, your determination is important
I do not understand, and hold it for you
You Did my last ...
My deepest dreams
your loneliness, treat me
so you, the part of my
your laughter, will live my beautiful
Your story, my peace every time
your taste, my choice
First you ...
That's me.
Your last ...
That's me.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Monday, August 9, 2010
'WE LOVE will eventually be OK, honey ...'
Waiting ...
find a bright spot as the certainty
the light of love never fade but will not be lost
languish long ago been swept away with happy now
love coming back to strengthen our souls
This love turns emerge and disappear
but not be destroyed
because the goal of being a single bond.
It will not happen again ...
our world, will not weaken
our world, will not be destroyed by any existing problems
our world, personally would love a strong enhancer
our world would be better with a united heart back
our world, will always be a lot of love
our world, will not be affected by problems of living
hopefully it will not.
The presence of each ...
color, but will not change the color of our eternal
forget the unpleasant past, the best option
soul mate, meant to each other
affection, Relieve soul
couples present themselves in the heart, is always most important, without conscious
give sincere attention to each other, providing happiness all the time
accompany our daily life now.
We hope the same fate ...
always together, no longer separated distance
our light, not a different direction
heart and soul, is no longer toying with us
healed, no longer our torment
brings us back to one, no longer falls in loneliness
all this led us to a new destiny
attachment to one.
Beautiful ending ...
we always pray
The light of love, hope is always shining on us
satisfy our thirst, would love a better and better
no longer toying with our hearts
purpose of our lives, may God enable all
we should be.
Our love will lead to better, honey ...
we believe it.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
find a bright spot as the certainty
the light of love never fade but will not be lost
languish long ago been swept away with happy now
love coming back to strengthen our souls
This love turns emerge and disappear
but not be destroyed
because the goal of being a single bond.
It will not happen again ...
our world, will not weaken
our world, will not be destroyed by any existing problems
our world, personally would love a strong enhancer
our world would be better with a united heart back
our world, will always be a lot of love
our world, will not be affected by problems of living
hopefully it will not.
The presence of each ...
color, but will not change the color of our eternal
forget the unpleasant past, the best option
soul mate, meant to each other
affection, Relieve soul
couples present themselves in the heart, is always most important, without conscious
give sincere attention to each other, providing happiness all the time
accompany our daily life now.
We hope the same fate ...
always together, no longer separated distance
our light, not a different direction
heart and soul, is no longer toying with us
healed, no longer our torment
brings us back to one, no longer falls in loneliness
all this led us to a new destiny
attachment to one.
Beautiful ending ...
we always pray
The light of love, hope is always shining on us
satisfy our thirst, would love a better and better
no longer toying with our hearts
purpose of our lives, may God enable all
we should be.
Our love will lead to better, honey ...
we believe it.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Sunday, August 8, 2010
'THIS IS OUR DREAMS, my dear ...'
We star ...
This light is always in my heart
with flow and no expenses
this loneliness began to pass from our world
together we continue to move with certainty
These relationships have become one of our most beautiful dreams
Surely can not ...
leaving the liver to other
my sleep, traveled with your dream
forget you in some time ago, is the fact the hardest I can not do
will you, not with me anymore, obtaining shadow until now
your smile, your heart, your trust, I make sure to close any existing bad memory
Changed its bright overcast night sky in the morning ...
where the ambiguity of our relationship, try not to think anymore about it
live everyday life with dreams that we knit
injuries ago, forget it
because our existence is now freed heart will dream about the future unclear
still trying to fulfill this dream
Live time with or without you ...
I will be.
Our togetherness ...
no load, flow, during the mutual promises
fixed one, ending the marriage someday
hopefully the trip will not be hampered
hopefully.
We dream of this, my dear ...
Bless the Lord his hope
Amin.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
This light is always in my heart
with flow and no expenses
this loneliness began to pass from our world
together we continue to move with certainty
These relationships have become one of our most beautiful dreams
Surely can not ...
leaving the liver to other
my sleep, traveled with your dream
forget you in some time ago, is the fact the hardest I can not do
will you, not with me anymore, obtaining shadow until now
your smile, your heart, your trust, I make sure to close any existing bad memory
Changed its bright overcast night sky in the morning ...
where the ambiguity of our relationship, try not to think anymore about it
live everyday life with dreams that we knit
injuries ago, forget it
because our existence is now freed heart will dream about the future unclear
still trying to fulfill this dream
Live time with or without you ...
I will be.
Our togetherness ...
no load, flow, during the mutual promises
fixed one, ending the marriage someday
hopefully the trip will not be hampered
hopefully.
We dream of this, my dear ...
Bless the Lord his hope
Amin.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
'MY MIND, today...Do not waste our time to seize a person's heart ... TIME WILL NOT RETURN, honey ... '
My dear ...
Almost two months we are not related. We are not met. We have not spoken to each other. We are not talking. We do not greet each other.
We are not callous to each other.
I miss you, babe ...
Do you feel the same? I know, sooner or later the seriousness of the relationship we're going unanswered.
This longing for something I channeled with what ...
Want to hold you, wants to kiss you, like looking into your eyes, want to hear your voice, want you near me, want to be like old times.
I was confused about what to do without you, darling ...
The image of you attend this all day ...
I make helpless, I make frozen, for I can not do anything right, make me weaker.
I do not want to be like this ...!!!
The voices keep coming to mind this bother me ...
told me to go from your life, from your heart, from the taste and our ideals
I thought, this sounds just do not kill the waiting time I spend with age
Be good
because I'm only human who will love no one has.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Almost two months we are not related. We are not met. We have not spoken to each other. We are not talking. We do not greet each other.
We are not callous to each other.
I miss you, babe ...
Do you feel the same? I know, sooner or later the seriousness of the relationship we're going unanswered.
This longing for something I channeled with what ...
Want to hold you, wants to kiss you, like looking into your eyes, want to hear your voice, want you near me, want to be like old times.
I was confused about what to do without you, darling ...
The image of you attend this all day ...
I make helpless, I make frozen, for I can not do anything right, make me weaker.
I do not want to be like this ...!!!
The voices keep coming to mind this bother me ...
told me to go from your life, from your heart, from the taste and our ideals
I thought, this sounds just do not kill the waiting time I spend with age
Be good
because I'm only human who will love no one has.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'I believe in YOU MUST BE RETURNED TO ME, honey ...'
My dear ...
In your eyes I'm a nobody
Leave me that easy for you
miss you too just in vain
myself do not affect you.
To you, I do not mean
My dear ...
I was no longer significant
entrusted to you to keep this heart, make me throw away my own soul
look at you, strange now.
but, still can not forget you
do not know why
I hugged your shadow
Flakes memories of you remain
at these depths, at the corner of this soul, can not lose, unfortunately ...
I believe that
Someday, you're back, baby ...
I'll be waiting, that's against it.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
In your eyes I'm a nobody
Leave me that easy for you
miss you too just in vain
myself do not affect you.
To you, I do not mean
My dear ...
I was no longer significant
entrusted to you to keep this heart, make me throw away my own soul
look at you, strange now.
but, still can not forget you
do not know why
I hugged your shadow
Flakes memories of you remain
at these depths, at the corner of this soul, can not lose, unfortunately ...
I believe that
Someday, you're back, baby ...
I'll be waiting, that's against it.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
'Imprisoned soul, BECAUSE YOU, dear ...'
My night will never be the same again
Lost my imagination
Accompanied me, black and endless
I cried, no heart listener
Hurt me, deeply, shockingly in
so helpless
crippled soul
Frozen my soul
did not move my soul like
all because of you
I no longer have your world
you switch your gaze from me
once you're gone
moment you stop
all of you went away
I'm confused, dear ...
Remove me
Short answer you, make me a prisoner of time
Start your heart freezing
It hurt my soul
It turns out that our love lives as easy as you rope for me, dear ...
I was wrong to love you
With you, my time wasted valuable ...
meaning you do not matter anymore
you escape from the set we really love life coward
disappeared, no news, could not connect, could not reach you ...
what is wrong?
Yes ...
wrong I was, waiting for
I was wrong, trust your
I was wrong, love you
My soul ...
Stolen
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, Thursday, October 22, 2009 at 7:04am)
Lost my imagination
Accompanied me, black and endless
I cried, no heart listener
Hurt me, deeply, shockingly in
so helpless
crippled soul
Frozen my soul
did not move my soul like
all because of you
I no longer have your world
you switch your gaze from me
once you're gone
moment you stop
all of you went away
I'm confused, dear ...
Remove me
Short answer you, make me a prisoner of time
Start your heart freezing
It hurt my soul
It turns out that our love lives as easy as you rope for me, dear ...
I was wrong to love you
With you, my time wasted valuable ...
meaning you do not matter anymore
you escape from the set we really love life coward
disappeared, no news, could not connect, could not reach you ...
what is wrong?
Yes ...
wrong I was, waiting for
I was wrong, trust your
I was wrong, love you
My soul ...
Stolen
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, Thursday, October 22, 2009 at 7:04am)
Monday, August 2, 2010
'MY MIND, today... Love is not supposed to be demanding, really ?'
My dear ...
Today I missed you again. I really can not do nothing. I was not able to reach you, dear. I really resigned. I was really weak.
I could only cry.
Miss you, make me weak.
Miss you, make me chained.
Do you feel the same way with me, dear ...?
I learned not to demand anything from you
No matter how small it was, because you love it is not everything in life, I realize that. Not everything we want in life can be realized, as well as love.
I know love is the easiest thing that we can give if with sincerity, endless happiness for ourselves. Maybe I need more patience again, maybe this is the best way for me.
Missed you at the distance of time that does not necessarily ...
I believe you are there, waiting for me.
I will not pessimistic about you, dear. I need more adult learning for this life,
Or with a new love ...?
Because life is only once
Let your heart always feel the color in life
Let your hearts grow into normal adulthood.
I personally believe that,
Indemnify and not sue our lovers. Am I wrong?
Beauty of life, to love or be loved, remembered or forgotten, moving forward or roads in place, it smua only an option, which each have their own consequences individually.
Nothing is impossible in this life, living alone, running alone,
My dear ...
I can only try, the rest affairs of the Lord.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Today I missed you again. I really can not do nothing. I was not able to reach you, dear. I really resigned. I was really weak.
I could only cry.
Miss you, make me weak.
Miss you, make me chained.
Do you feel the same way with me, dear ...?
I learned not to demand anything from you
No matter how small it was, because you love it is not everything in life, I realize that. Not everything we want in life can be realized, as well as love.
I know love is the easiest thing that we can give if with sincerity, endless happiness for ourselves. Maybe I need more patience again, maybe this is the best way for me.
Missed you at the distance of time that does not necessarily ...
I believe you are there, waiting for me.
I will not pessimistic about you, dear. I need more adult learning for this life,
Or with a new love ...?
Because life is only once
Let your heart always feel the color in life
Let your hearts grow into normal adulthood.
I personally believe that,
Indemnify and not sue our lovers. Am I wrong?
Beauty of life, to love or be loved, remembered or forgotten, moving forward or roads in place, it smua only an option, which each have their own consequences individually.
Nothing is impossible in this life, living alone, running alone,
My dear ...
I can only try, the rest affairs of the Lord.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'ROMANTIC TALE'
Present yourself without my conscious ...
with you, my heart is filled with beautiful
chasing memories ago, is now displaced
whatever it is, is lost because of you
Listen to the heart when calm ...
sharing feelings with you without the time
so beautiful
so quick passage of seconds while flying with you
With you ...
liver was no longer sad
to love you, disconnect the pain will last
with you, make my day did not seem long
to answer you, that caught my load off
Together ...
You are etched, beautiful in color hearts
Love you ...
Who marry frozen hearts
Listen to you ...
Nobody other than you saved souls
Your heart ...
Drop the other desires that come
Your wish ...
Best for me to not give to another
Signs you ...
As clear as that beautiful blue sky
Your life ...
Share with me
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
( Memories about love, Tuesday, October 20, 2009 )
with you, my heart is filled with beautiful
chasing memories ago, is now displaced
whatever it is, is lost because of you
Listen to the heart when calm ...
sharing feelings with you without the time
so beautiful
so quick passage of seconds while flying with you
With you ...
liver was no longer sad
to love you, disconnect the pain will last
with you, make my day did not seem long
to answer you, that caught my load off
Together ...
You are etched, beautiful in color hearts
Love you ...
Who marry frozen hearts
Listen to you ...
Nobody other than you saved souls
Your heart ...
Drop the other desires that come
Your wish ...
Best for me to not give to another
Signs you ...
As clear as that beautiful blue sky
Your life ...
Share with me
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
( Memories about love, Tuesday, October 20, 2009 )
Sunday, August 1, 2010
'LOVE THIS ENDED, dear...
Finish my story with him ...
Our story has always been a secret
now disappeared without trace
without memories
to forget, nothing for that beautiful memory
Should I passed my days without him
against the heart's desire will be a time
although he remained there in front of me
for togetherness without meeting
I passed my days without him
stood without the presence of liver
but strengthen the soul forget tuk
where his love who had
peaceful you will love
Leave missing
although half of this soul away
I stayed
to welcome a new love, freeing and does not require
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, at Tuesday, October 20, 2009)
Our story has always been a secret
now disappeared without trace
without memories
to forget, nothing for that beautiful memory
Should I passed my days without him
against the heart's desire will be a time
although he remained there in front of me
for togetherness without meeting
I passed my days without him
stood without the presence of liver
but strengthen the soul forget tuk
where his love who had
peaceful you will love
Leave missing
although half of this soul away
I stayed
to welcome a new love, freeing and does not require
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Memories of me, at Tuesday, October 20, 2009)
'MY MIND, today...Establish a friendship was easy. But defend it ... '
Dear my friends ...
It is easy to make friends according to me ...
My friend said, the friendship of such magnets can attract each other can also contradict each other.
Trying to always be sincere in opening relations with others, without a specific purpose. Good faith I believe it always berakhi well, whatever it is.
There is also a little different with friendship and coincidence of interest to a state of togetherness.
Defend ...
Trying to remain in the corridors of the friendship itself. Understand each other rather than hurt each other, either directly or indirectly. Do not just trivial problems, we are so fractured friendship. Trying to understand each other, find out all about our friend. Be ourselves, not other people or whatever we are. And, the friendship will remain beautiful if we can accept what is our best friend.
Feelings of guilt will be there if we are not sincere in their friendship itself. There is something that encourages us to remain friends with someone or a group of people. it could happen.
As humans we are not perfect, but the imperfections make it into something repetitive, I think it is our intention.
Being a friend to yourself first that maybe we can do before becoming a friend to someone else.
Because as powerful as-great a friend is ourselves. right?
It takes faith to one. A beautiful moments that can we recalled our lifetime.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
It is easy to make friends according to me ...
My friend said, the friendship of such magnets can attract each other can also contradict each other.
Trying to always be sincere in opening relations with others, without a specific purpose. Good faith I believe it always berakhi well, whatever it is.
There is also a little different with friendship and coincidence of interest to a state of togetherness.
Defend ...
Trying to remain in the corridors of the friendship itself. Understand each other rather than hurt each other, either directly or indirectly. Do not just trivial problems, we are so fractured friendship. Trying to understand each other, find out all about our friend. Be ourselves, not other people or whatever we are. And, the friendship will remain beautiful if we can accept what is our best friend.
Feelings of guilt will be there if we are not sincere in their friendship itself. There is something that encourages us to remain friends with someone or a group of people. it could happen.
As humans we are not perfect, but the imperfections make it into something repetitive, I think it is our intention.
Being a friend to yourself first that maybe we can do before becoming a friend to someone else.
Because as powerful as-great a friend is ourselves. right?
It takes faith to one. A beautiful moments that can we recalled our lifetime.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Streak RED FRIENDSHIP, IN Bakauheni'
Look at the expanse of gray sky
Coming to my first adventure across the sea
you accompany me there
find white sand beaches of my dreams
loneliness after losing someone to accompany
kill my dreary days with your presence
peacock with a trip to bakahauni
with a thrilling journey
but fun
Dear my friends ...
With you I found the meaning of sharing
meaning of mutual aid
meaning of mutual support
what is the meaning of the bond of mutual respect and a sense of interwoven
meaning of a friendship
Dear my friends ...
With you forever
Looking like it
Looking in the busy and the weight of each of our lives
Looking always together
Looking remain one
Looking you guys there and there is always
Dear my friends ...
Sharing,
Accompany each other,
United in solidarity with each other,
Acquainted themselves with each other,
Understand each other more and less respectively,
Adult friendship with sincerity will yourselves
unnecessary loss of identity
so what our existence
complete each other
good and bad sides of ourselves
Dear my friends ...
time let's prove we are sincere friendship meaning this
equally into manhood self
towards the perfection of life with you.
-Mynn_aesha @yahoo.co.id-
(Note. way to the white sand beach at Lampung, via Merak- Bakauheni, 30-31 Juli 2010)
Coming to my first adventure across the sea
you accompany me there
find white sand beaches of my dreams
loneliness after losing someone to accompany
kill my dreary days with your presence
peacock with a trip to bakahauni
with a thrilling journey
but fun
Dear my friends ...
With you I found the meaning of sharing
meaning of mutual aid
meaning of mutual support
what is the meaning of the bond of mutual respect and a sense of interwoven
meaning of a friendship
Dear my friends ...
With you forever
Looking like it
Looking in the busy and the weight of each of our lives
Looking always together
Looking remain one
Looking you guys there and there is always
Dear my friends ...
Sharing,
Accompany each other,
United in solidarity with each other,
Acquainted themselves with each other,
Understand each other more and less respectively,
Adult friendship with sincerity will yourselves
unnecessary loss of identity
so what our existence
complete each other
good and bad sides of ourselves
Dear my friends ...
time let's prove we are sincere friendship meaning this
equally into manhood self
towards the perfection of life with you.
-Mynn_aesha @yahoo.co.id-
(Note. way to the white sand beach at Lampung, via Merak- Bakauheni, 30-31 Juli 2010)
Thursday, July 29, 2010
'MY MIND, today ...'NOT AGAIN miss you ...'
Dear, mas ...
Why do I still miss you.
Completely helpless.
Sometimes the longing is not the solution to dealing with you, do not miss this easy to make as a spirit if there is no response from you.
I know you're not my life, dear. And, you were not my life
Still trying to understand it until now
However, not yet.
Honey, I want a flower from you
Simple
However, I want it.
You're busy, you're busy, always busy, divert you from me ...
Until when will you ignore me ...?
Trying spirit of seeking other bidders hearts ...?
I do not know.
Our mate who, not understanding until this moment, live life alone.
The orientation of life is important, my friend.
And, in a questionable relationship, right.
But, what's just a matter of life orientation course mate ...?
No, life is not just about the only soul mate, my dear ...
Trying to live a life as possible, about the dreams that I want done, about the happy parents, about family, about being a creature of God is good.
Darling ...
I do not want to burden you with this feeling, I did not mean to trouble you. Freedom still I give, if you really want it.
Say it.
I would understand it.
Trying to understand the meaning of freedom to your soul, to your heart, for your dreams, for the wings of freedom that still want you to feel ...
Just tell me, dear ...
So, I will liberate you to accomplish it all.
I love you, always, always like that
Until I get tired.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Why do I still miss you.
Completely helpless.
Sometimes the longing is not the solution to dealing with you, do not miss this easy to make as a spirit if there is no response from you.
I know you're not my life, dear. And, you were not my life
Still trying to understand it until now
However, not yet.
Honey, I want a flower from you
Simple
However, I want it.
You're busy, you're busy, always busy, divert you from me ...
Until when will you ignore me ...?
Trying spirit of seeking other bidders hearts ...?
I do not know.
Our mate who, not understanding until this moment, live life alone.
The orientation of life is important, my friend.
And, in a questionable relationship, right.
But, what's just a matter of life orientation course mate ...?
No, life is not just about the only soul mate, my dear ...
Trying to live a life as possible, about the dreams that I want done, about the happy parents, about family, about being a creature of God is good.
Darling ...
I do not want to burden you with this feeling, I did not mean to trouble you. Freedom still I give, if you really want it.
Say it.
I would understand it.
Trying to understand the meaning of freedom to your soul, to your heart, for your dreams, for the wings of freedom that still want you to feel ...
Just tell me, dear ...
So, I will liberate you to accomplish it all.
I love you, always, always like that
Until I get tired.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'DURIAN AND FRIENDSHIP'
Congregated to-do
Promise kept
Single determination
Ignore bustle, get rid of all the reasons
One afternoon early evening meeting place
Watch bamboo couch faces bright with homesick
Circle toward the face
enjoying the happy hue comrades
The message is, take anyone, without further do
Heart together satisfy the soul
Loose laughter
Break the surrounding air around saung
So the more warm, close the cold air
My friends ...
Desire is always stronger together
Meetings each meeting of doubt and ashamed to reveal themselves
The ultimate goal ...
Durian
Who do not like to try the likes
A hobby, taking it out
Togetherness within the meaning of eating ...
No matter what he's greedy
It does not matter tartness water
Very entertaining themselves
Friendship who like to eat regularly ...
It takes faith to one
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Friday ,September, 12 2009)
Promise kept
Single determination
Ignore bustle, get rid of all the reasons
One afternoon early evening meeting place
Watch bamboo couch faces bright with homesick
Circle toward the face
enjoying the happy hue comrades
The message is, take anyone, without further do
Heart together satisfy the soul
Loose laughter
Break the surrounding air around saung
So the more warm, close the cold air
My friends ...
Desire is always stronger together
Meetings each meeting of doubt and ashamed to reveal themselves
The ultimate goal ...
Durian
Who do not like to try the likes
A hobby, taking it out
Togetherness within the meaning of eating ...
No matter what he's greedy
It does not matter tartness water
Very entertaining themselves
Friendship who like to eat regularly ...
It takes faith to one
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(Friday ,September, 12 2009)
'SUGAR CANE SWEETNESS AT SUNSET'
Once I wished, "what it was like tasting sugar cane stems directly from the tree ..."
I say to him without any purpose, without any purpose ...
Only the word meaningless
That afternoon was the first trip ...
Down a crowded street who seemed endless
Penetrate the block no matter what
No doubt, continued to make headway
The atmosphere was friendly from the air is not a big thing tuk fuss
Winding direction did not extinguish her determination make it to the goal
FUN
Impression
Character
Attitude
Courtesy ...
He who politely
When evening comes ...
We follow the calls stopped sky
Not far ...
Truck hawking sugar cane drinks
He offered sugarcane juice without ever knowing I'd never tasted it
I snapped like a memory ...
'How does it feel to taste sugar cane rod?'
Maybe it trivial to remember that
But not for me ...
Early friendships fine day ...
Without load
Without the bond
Without the desire to overestimate themselves
Without compulsion attitude
Beginning with the introduction of sweet ...
Laughter without cause
Sincere smile
Open knot stiff who happens sometimes when interacting with the new
Friendly attitude does not take a rest
Sincere heart in terms of looking for a relationship ...
Whatever it is, necessary
For without sincerity ...
It will look trivial though damaged
defective
contaminating the relationship itself
Even wearing guilt someone to force him to establish a relationship ...
Given a person's goodness ...
Shall be without purpose
Not thinking about anything complicated
Live a sincere friendship
Without knowing what the future will be like
But it continues to remain through all of the best acts who we can give
Whether there is a relationship who is more than just friendship ...
It will not be answered briefly
Not quickly
And not so easy.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(saturday, 5th Sept '09: 05:30)
I say to him without any purpose, without any purpose ...
Only the word meaningless
That afternoon was the first trip ...
Down a crowded street who seemed endless
Penetrate the block no matter what
No doubt, continued to make headway
The atmosphere was friendly from the air is not a big thing tuk fuss
Winding direction did not extinguish her determination make it to the goal
FUN
Impression
Character
Attitude
Courtesy ...
He who politely
When evening comes ...
We follow the calls stopped sky
Not far ...
Truck hawking sugar cane drinks
He offered sugarcane juice without ever knowing I'd never tasted it
I snapped like a memory ...
'How does it feel to taste sugar cane rod?'
Maybe it trivial to remember that
But not for me ...
Early friendships fine day ...
Without load
Without the bond
Without the desire to overestimate themselves
Without compulsion attitude
Beginning with the introduction of sweet ...
Laughter without cause
Sincere smile
Open knot stiff who happens sometimes when interacting with the new
Friendly attitude does not take a rest
Sincere heart in terms of looking for a relationship ...
Whatever it is, necessary
For without sincerity ...
It will look trivial though damaged
defective
contaminating the relationship itself
Even wearing guilt someone to force him to establish a relationship ...
Given a person's goodness ...
Shall be without purpose
Not thinking about anything complicated
Live a sincere friendship
Without knowing what the future will be like
But it continues to remain through all of the best acts who we can give
Whether there is a relationship who is more than just friendship ...
It will not be answered briefly
Not quickly
And not so easy.
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
(saturday, 5th Sept '09: 05:30)
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
'MY MIND, today... About My Love of Loyalty'
Always love you, mas ...
And I'm not going to impose something that you can not.
trying to understand you,
ye nature,
your world.
I believe you, mas ...
There's me in your heart
a good or bad attitude and the nature of our respective
we remain one heart.
Let time prove our loyalty, mas
Life sometimes is not consistent with what we want.
But, how we can face it with a cool heart.
As our relationship, dear ...
Emotion when a fight with you,
trying to compose herself each,
and talking together,
trying to find the best path for our problem is ...
re trying to get along.
Our emotions that sometimes can not get out through the words,
no attempt to mutually sarcastically,
trying to be quiet.
Trying to understand the character each of us, dear ...
As sad but laugh ...
Crying but not visible
And, this process makes it easy to create our dream in the future to be wiser to face emotions.
Do not let others control our emotions, because we ourselves hold the steering wheel.
Always love you, mas ...
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
And I'm not going to impose something that you can not.
trying to understand you,
ye nature,
your world.
I believe you, mas ...
There's me in your heart
a good or bad attitude and the nature of our respective
we remain one heart.
Let time prove our loyalty, mas
Life sometimes is not consistent with what we want.
But, how we can face it with a cool heart.
As our relationship, dear ...
Emotion when a fight with you,
trying to compose herself each,
and talking together,
trying to find the best path for our problem is ...
re trying to get along.
Our emotions that sometimes can not get out through the words,
no attempt to mutually sarcastically,
trying to be quiet.
Trying to understand the character each of us, dear ...
As sad but laugh ...
Crying but not visible
And, this process makes it easy to create our dream in the future to be wiser to face emotions.
Do not let others control our emotions, because we ourselves hold the steering wheel.
Always love you, mas ...
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'BREAKDOWN OF FRIENDSHIP'
Friends ...
Friendship ....
A bond based on the sincere heart and faith in someone to interlace relationship more than friendship
Understand more and lack of character, with care not to hurt and injure each other
Support each other for good, remember each other to understand the mistake
All Threaded beautiful in the words of friendship.
Sovereign, when the crack ...
Sincere heart that no longer see the color of happy friends
Evidentiary want to look more
Proud to see the reaction of the sick friend
Plays an outspoken
React to participate in pain, as if he cared.
Friends ...
Without realizing it frayed tiesw
Without any sense anymore
Disappointed.
But, is there any regrets ...?
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Friendship ....
A bond based on the sincere heart and faith in someone to interlace relationship more than friendship
Understand more and lack of character, with care not to hurt and injure each other
Support each other for good, remember each other to understand the mistake
All Threaded beautiful in the words of friendship.
Sovereign, when the crack ...
Sincere heart that no longer see the color of happy friends
Evidentiary want to look more
Proud to see the reaction of the sick friend
Plays an outspoken
React to participate in pain, as if he cared.
Friends ...
Without realizing it frayed tiesw
Without any sense anymore
Disappointed.
But, is there any regrets ...?
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Monday, July 26, 2010
'MY MIND, today... LOVE, LUST, and THE CHASTITY OF WOMEN...'
I thought this day...
Love, lust, and the chastity of women, whether men pay attention to it?
A male friend told me today that he is avoiding a woman who asked him to marry. I ask, why should avoid? I ask, why did she ask you to marry her if you do not have a relationship together? I asked, did she was pregnant with you?
'No,' My male friend replied, 'The woman not pregnant to me.'
I ask again, 'If the woman was not pregnant, then why have you marry her?' weird, I thought.
'Oke, I sleep with the woman.' My male friend finally said, 'but she kept forcing me to marry her. Until eventually the house will bring her parents to me, asking me to marry. This coercion, Amy ...
Initially I was having an affair with another woman some time with her, until one day I was caught having an affair. We finally broke up. But she asked me to marry. I do not want to, amy...
woman like that, we slept together on the consensual. I did not force her. But, why now she's forcing me to marry her ...
Now I'm in a relationship with a woman who is more beauty and courteous. This year we're getting married.
How do you think, amy...?'
What I am thingking about that...?
'You bastard man, my friend!'
Did you ever think when she first gave her virginity to you ...
Did you ever think that if she did it because it loves you, she believes you, she was convinced that you are her soul mate, she was sure you would become her husband ...?
Do you ever think that she was really sincere surrender her virginity because she loved you ...?
Not a woman with lust, not woman with love moment, not a woman who only rely on her body to get you.
Do you ever think that, my friend ...?
'Why there are well woman like that?'
what if she does exist, and the woman were me, what do you think about it ...?
Love, lust, and the chastity of women, whether men pay attention to it?
A male friend told me today that he is avoiding a woman who asked him to marry. I ask, why should avoid? I ask, why did she ask you to marry her if you do not have a relationship together? I asked, did she was pregnant with you?
'No,' My male friend replied, 'The woman not pregnant to me.'
I ask again, 'If the woman was not pregnant, then why have you marry her?' weird, I thought.
'Oke, I sleep with the woman.' My male friend finally said, 'but she kept forcing me to marry her. Until eventually the house will bring her parents to me, asking me to marry. This coercion, Amy ...
Initially I was having an affair with another woman some time with her, until one day I was caught having an affair. We finally broke up. But she asked me to marry. I do not want to, amy...
woman like that, we slept together on the consensual. I did not force her. But, why now she's forcing me to marry her ...
Now I'm in a relationship with a woman who is more beauty and courteous. This year we're getting married.
How do you think, amy...?'
What I am thingking about that...?
'You bastard man, my friend!'
Did you ever think when she first gave her virginity to you ...
Did you ever think that if she did it because it loves you, she believes you, she was convinced that you are her soul mate, she was sure you would become her husband ...?
Do you ever think that she was really sincere surrender her virginity because she loved you ...?
Not a woman with lust, not woman with love moment, not a woman who only rely on her body to get you.
Do you ever think that, my friend ...?
'Why there are well woman like that?'
what if she does exist, and the woman were me, what do you think about it ...?
'NEVER AGAIN FOR YOU, dear ...'
Limit my conscious ...
re-tap this ego
remind anyone can change
of a coward
that is you, dear.
Always ask yourself what is wrong with us
There, dear ...
my fault trust you
I do not intact anymore and all because of you, dear.
However, if I regret all the stupid
has occurred ...
his artificial heart
mirage of a dream together
promise ring
covert persuasion
beautiful struggle just like a game of chance has been created
What a fool I believed you, darling.
However, nothing can destroy me ...
do not you and your treatment
I'm too strong, honey.
I'm not stupid for not immediately leave your
tuk because I was there to show you the world of karma.
I'm not a holy woman, honey ...
not too dumb.
Tuk courage continue to be with you this not prove that the game continues.
There's no longer inside my heart, dear ...
because the liver is no longer for you.
-mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
re-tap this ego
remind anyone can change
of a coward
that is you, dear.
Always ask yourself what is wrong with us
There, dear ...
my fault trust you
I do not intact anymore and all because of you, dear.
However, if I regret all the stupid
has occurred ...
his artificial heart
mirage of a dream together
promise ring
covert persuasion
beautiful struggle just like a game of chance has been created
What a fool I believed you, darling.
However, nothing can destroy me ...
do not you and your treatment
I'm too strong, honey.
I'm not stupid for not immediately leave your
tuk because I was there to show you the world of karma.
I'm not a holy woman, honey ...
not too dumb.
Tuk courage continue to be with you this not prove that the game continues.
There's no longer inside my heart, dear ...
because the liver is no longer for you.
-mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Sunday, July 25, 2010
'MY MIND, today... Complaints some time ago will be someone who I love'
-Friday, May 7 2010-
Mas, my dear ...
Want to meet you, want near you, want to be with you, long time.
All the time.
Can we?
-Thursday, May 6 2010-
My Arjuna...
This day you danced naked figure in the mind of me.
Hmm ... Dizziness...
So miss you, mas.
My fantasy to you...
Is it normal?
-Wednesday, May 5 2010-
My Arjuna...
Look after each other
Remind each other
Can we ...?
-Tuesday, May 4 2010-
Dear, Mas...
Love you, whether to be like this?
Our relationship continues to move away
Is this the sign we will not be married?
A strong feeling this, would in vain ...
-Monday, May 3 2010-
Mas, my dear ...
Felt calm and comfortable being with you.
As of this moment ...
Sunday, 2 May 2010 -
Dear Mas ...
Travel chase travel time will be taught to share and divide the trust, understanding, and love the unexpected.
Like this journey of our relationship, dear ...
Saturday, April 1, 2010-
Dear Mas ...
When you stripped bitter life, I want to have with you.
Embracing you in my arms.
Until you calm down with all of them.
I want my presence means to you, mas ...
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
Mas, my dear ...
Want to meet you, want near you, want to be with you, long time.
All the time.
Can we?
-Thursday, May 6 2010-
My Arjuna...
This day you danced naked figure in the mind of me.
Hmm ... Dizziness...
So miss you, mas.
My fantasy to you...
Is it normal?
-Wednesday, May 5 2010-
My Arjuna...
Look after each other
Remind each other
Can we ...?
-Tuesday, May 4 2010-
Dear, Mas...
Love you, whether to be like this?
Our relationship continues to move away
Is this the sign we will not be married?
A strong feeling this, would in vain ...
-Monday, May 3 2010-
Mas, my dear ...
Felt calm and comfortable being with you.
As of this moment ...
Sunday, 2 May 2010 -
Dear Mas ...
Travel chase travel time will be taught to share and divide the trust, understanding, and love the unexpected.
Like this journey of our relationship, dear ...
Saturday, April 1, 2010-
Dear Mas ...
When you stripped bitter life, I want to have with you.
Embracing you in my arms.
Until you calm down with all of them.
I want my presence means to you, mas ...
-Mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id-
'Earn HAPPY FOR YOU, dear...'
Forgive me, dear ...
Who am I actually
waiting tirelessly
situation will continue like this
limits, you know ...
so that you can not fit.
Will this end up feeling ...?
could not love you anymore
can not sync anymore
could not follow what you want anymore
I'm in your heart no longer
vanished hopes you, dear ...
my presence there was no meaning.
Do not leave tracks disappeared
leave me without any explanation
I was all right to treat you like this, dear ...?
I wish you would not never again
confusion, you are no longer my concern
I regret his departure no longer
your trail I close a meeting in my soul, babe ...
I forgave her heart.
Let me treat the vortex period
ill let my beauty world restored
I'll second time this love slowly vanish without a deep wound
let you go ...
Happily embraced you, dear ...
my prayers accompany you
one of the best
who was always there for you
which always can lighten your load
always be able to share your sense of joy and sorrow
always hugged you in a warm hug when you return to contest
always love you more unconditionally whatever ...
Someone who's not me, babe.
I can not
I was tired
tired
tired of everything.
Fight for what is worth fighting for, dear ...
however, I realize it now
rather than our relationship
not love us
is not our world
not us.
I love you ...
and will stay that way
indefinitely
until we reach that magic come back?
I dunno ...
mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id
Who am I actually
waiting tirelessly
situation will continue like this
limits, you know ...
so that you can not fit.
Will this end up feeling ...?
could not love you anymore
can not sync anymore
could not follow what you want anymore
I'm in your heart no longer
vanished hopes you, dear ...
my presence there was no meaning.
Do not leave tracks disappeared
leave me without any explanation
I was all right to treat you like this, dear ...?
I wish you would not never again
confusion, you are no longer my concern
I regret his departure no longer
your trail I close a meeting in my soul, babe ...
I forgave her heart.
Let me treat the vortex period
ill let my beauty world restored
I'll second time this love slowly vanish without a deep wound
let you go ...
Happily embraced you, dear ...
my prayers accompany you
one of the best
who was always there for you
which always can lighten your load
always be able to share your sense of joy and sorrow
always hugged you in a warm hug when you return to contest
always love you more unconditionally whatever ...
Someone who's not me, babe.
I can not
I was tired
tired
tired of everything.
Fight for what is worth fighting for, dear ...
however, I realize it now
rather than our relationship
not love us
is not our world
not us.
I love you ...
and will stay that way
indefinitely
until we reach that magic come back?
I dunno ...
mynn_aesha@yahoo.co.id
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